Although it's slow
I'm gonna make it
This road I'm on
I'm gonna make it
*SEAN RIDDELL*
I'm out here trying to make it on my own
in the real world, putting payments on my loan
water, gas, electric, cable, and my phone
earn a stable pay, turn this place into a home
food on table, cause I'm trying to provide
a secure space for my family and I to reside
that's not outside of my mind
it won't be long and I can watch my first child arrive
it's a sign of the times, just fate, getting older
since a kid, I carried the weight on my shoulders
never forgetting the struggle is a blessing
even if real, real life gets real, real depressing
it's worth more than surviving, it's worth striving
it's why I look towards the horizon
I'm not perfect, but I'm sure trying
put in work everyday, that's the person I am
*CHRIS IS*
Joe asked for a verse, but I was focused on percussion
miss me with the rap talk, I'm known for my production
2 years later and I still hadn't written it
but now it’s up to Chris Is to sit down to finish it
share my thoughts and feelings
being broke and hitting ceilings
kissing skies, entangled lies
man, it sounds appealing
how do you find happiness?
you'll know it when you have it
can you pay your bills
should you kill your bad habits
can you live modestly
or do you need the lavish
I remember time before the social or the social status
but if you ask me, I’m 32 and married happily
I don’t know about the future, what'll happen after me
I think about the past and I appreciate the lessons
understand that waking up at morning is a blessing
as I lay down with my wife for the evening
content that I’ll live the life I'm meant to til I leave it
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Used to fret about the big things and sweat about the little
but the older I get I try to settle 'round the middle
got a bit more perspective to respect it's
what I get for the steps in my direction
said it once and I'll say it again
playing king to the throne whether taking a loss or taking a win
but never say that I'm lost
I stay on the course even if I can't say where it ends
I just don't want for me now to talk to me later
and feel like I'm always making amends
so I take it day-by-day as I'm taking it in
making my rounds while I'm also making my ends
and show love to my people, cause time is so fickle
no dime or no nickel you find holds an equal
and that's what it's been about
enjoying life, love and laughter to the fullest while I'm still around
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